After driving for an hour with the most annoying period cramps, I'm now sitting in my parked car, waiting to see my psychologist. This will be our third appointment and today we're supposed to discuss how to move forward - what kind of therapy she thinks I would be best suited for (if any), I guess. Since I've only seen her twice so far, I don't feel like I've opened up yet - I've tried, but really, she's still a stranger. And sharing your most secret thoughts with a complete stranger is not a piece of cake for me. Seriously, if she would have read every post in this blog, she would know more about me than she does right now. I'm not saying this is bad, I'm just not sure how she could make a decision about our, ehmm, "future together" when her knowledge of me and my situation is still on such a basic level. But then again... I guess that's part of her job. And she definitely seems to know what she's doing.
Anyway, just wanted to say hi and let you know that I'm alive and (somewhat) well. Nothing new. I hope you're all fine and excited for this last week of September. Not sure why you should be, but I do hope that you are!
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Annika
all best wishes for your therapie sweets ... always enjoy your beautiful fashion & style posts! take good care! xoxo
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Sometimes it's easier telling your inner most thoughts to a complete stranger - their opinions are impartial and they have no preconceptions as they don't know anything about you and your past, only the pic n' mix information you chose to divulge.
ReplyDeleteI think you posting on here is a great way of getting your feelings across as well and who knows, it might help you to open up to your psychologist.
Good luck with your appointment lovely.
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ReplyDeleteDu är en av de finaste jag vet Annika min Annika.
How funny, we seem to exist in a similar space this very Tuesday... (Hugs!) So I thought I would snuggle up with a film tonight and forget the real world, if only momentarily so. (Things are a little too real today). Any recommendations? I'd like to recommend i)The Consequences of Love, and ii)Vicky Christina Barcelona to you. Neither is a particularly light-hearted film, but they're both very very good and very very passionate nonetheless. X /emma
ReplyDeleteHoppas det blir bättre för dig. Jag går också hos en psykolog nu och tar antidepp men den medicinen verkar inte funka så bra. I alla fall, ett tips är att kolla dina värden på typ b12, d-vitamin järn och så där. Jag har just gjort det men vet inte svaren, är tydligen vanligt att det bidrar eller kan leda till depression. Ursäkta predikningen.
ReplyDelete(PS. I had to present some work to Mike Joyce (The Smiths) today and in order to feel a little extra brave I wore leopard print tights. :) You didn't only inspire me to wear such tights, but more importantly, to pull through an exciting/scary day! Thank you! /emma.)
ReplyDeleteHope things went well and hope your feeling better! nothing worse then having cramps and having to do something your not fully wanting to do! but again I hope you feel better soon!
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good luck lovely lady :) she does know what she's doing, and maybe in the end... she will know you better than any of us do (especially those like myself who have read every single post ... thoroughly).
ReplyDeleteand I'm very excited for the end of September - I start school again on Monday and then I'll be finished high school forever after the 18th of November! :)
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Best wishes for your therapy. I found your blog and was immediately hooked not only from your beauty but also from your writing...I browsed through older posts and couldn't stop reading and it doesn't happen often with fashion blogs ! I am your proud new follower !.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for what happened to your best friend...you shared something very special and from what I read it's something I only ever hoped and dreamt about in a friendship and never had. Looking forward to reading and seeing more of you ! Kisses
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I have my third appointment this thursday, and we're gonna decide about my/our future as well. I hope it works out well for you, even if you can't see it yet. Xoxo
ReplyDeleteTell her to read through this blog as her homework and then next time you meet she can understand you better :P
ReplyDeleteGood luck with it. If it helps, when I began counselling I decided I would treat them like any other doctor - which meant telling them exactly what was wrong or what I was feeling, without worrying about whether they would judge me or not. It helped me to think of them as just another doctor who was there to make me better xx
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