I'm awake!!! I really really am. Super awake. Not tired. Tired? What? Not. At all. How could I be tired? I'm smiling!

Blue jeans, Cheap Monday. Cheetah print belt and coral top, Monki. Faux fur jacket, H&M. Brown leather satchel, Vero Moda. Brown leather litas, Jeffrey Campbell.

I'm sitting in the gate at the airport, waiting to board the plane, and I can't decide if I'm more tired than excited or the other way around. All I know is that I'm SO TIRED. And SO EXCITED. I didn't get that many hours of sleep, or any at all, but actually... yeah, I just made up my mind: I'm more excited than tired. In less than twelve hours, I will be reunited with my boyfriend in the city I've been dreaming about visiting since... forever!

When I started going through these outfit photos, my first thought was "wow, it's really light at 4:35 am!". My second thought: "wow, I don't look that tired - considering they were taken at, well, obviously 4:35 am". And then... my third thought. "Waaait a minute. Why am I smiling that utterly creepy smile? In every single photo?!". It seems like that forced Joey Potter smile is my face's way of saying "I'm awake!!! I really really really really really am. Super awake. Not tired. Tired? What? Not. At all. How could I be tired? I'm smiling! And super effortlessly at that! Ain't this awesome? The corners of my mouth are just pointing straight up!"

"I'm awake!!! I really really really really really am!" Sure you are, Joey. Sure you are.

The outfit I'm wearing is going to be way too warm for where I'm going, but it's a chilly morning in Sweden plus I'm always freezing cold on airplanes. And these blankets they give you? Are they seriously supposed to keep you warm? Try ten of them, that might be enough for me to stop shaking.

Come to think of it, though... It could be that I'm usually shaking because I hate flying so much. And the thickest blankets in the world can't change that.

As long as my plane doesn't crash, I'll talk to you again in twelve hours or so! But it doesn't seem like we're boarding any time soon, so I think I'll schedule a post or two to be posted while I'm in the air. That freaks me out a little, I must admit. The thought of the plane going up in flames and my body being burned unrecognizable while posts still showing up here like nothing happened... On the other hand, in that case, I suppose those pre-scheduled posts will be the least of my problems.